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http://www.livejournal.com/users/echoesxofxme
that's officially where it's at, kiddos. not that this LJ and i haven't had a loooong time together. it's great and all. just that every time i see "linzgc" it reminds me of the days when i liked good charlotte and that makes me cringe. time to move on.
hellos and goodbyes to you all. see you at the new page, okie dokies? love love love! [especially to the hot guy in the tie] haha
wow i'm a loser.
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[17 Jan 2004|08:19pm] |
linzie's sick. take pity on me. haha just kidding, it's all good. i mean, yeah, it sucks-- i can't talk right and i sound like an ass when i laugh because my throat is so messed up, but i'm living it up on popsicles and juicy juice. haha. and medicine so... ha.
talked to sean & nina after church. church was pretty funny today. just because of stupid things. bah.
i don't feel much like updating. i guess i'll write later.
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[16 Jan 2004|09:48pm] |
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From the first time you walked in my door,
I could see we were playing no more.
Now every weekend-year and post-college fear,
Has made things different than they once were.
Always came with a warning before,
But now you feel like you're losing the war.
How can I make you see that you can't lose me?
Cause I'm still in love and want you for
Forever. Forever.
So weird at first, but now I'm sure,
I surrender. Forever.
And whatever it is that you want me to do,
I'll do it, oh yeah.
Don't you know I could give you the world?
Just say that you want it, it's yours.
And when it sets you free with nothin' to believe,
Just remember girl that I'll be yours.
All the stars in your eyes,
Burn to light up your smile.
Everything is so bright,
I don't wanna just hide,
From the things that I used to be scared of tonight.
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[16 Jan 2004|09:11pm] |
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i made the best cd ever. well maybe not ever. definitely not ever. but it's really cool, so... ha. rockin the oldies here, it's like i'm 7 again!
umm what's on the agenda? i have to work 10:45 to 2:45 tomorrow. then church. and hopefully i can go out tomorrow night, but i don't know. nazis suck.
JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED!
i am gonna buy bagpipes on ebay. ha we will start a retarded ska band. or something equally bizarre.
i need a hug... and some sleep. so i'm gonna go now. see ya later kiddos. much love, linz.
ps: visit me at work tomorrow and you'll be my hero forever!!!!!
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[16 Jan 2004|06:55pm] |
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i miss sean! mom & dad are being mean.
hanging in steveo's room. nothing really exciting. i wish i was elsewhere. maybe tomorrow. i hope.
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[15 Jan 2004|09:27pm] |
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all is well in linzieland. apparently my friends call me while i am asleep, and i am not informed until after dinner the next day because dad "forgot." but yeah. three cheers for no school tomorrow.
dad said the mall mission has been postponed, but i can go out with whoever i want tomorrow if i stay in town. he doesn't trust my car right now in the frigid weather elsewhere. oh well!
sean- nice try earlier, but don't think you won-- this one's not over yet! i will win!!! haha. stealthy-like. hmm... that's all for now. love ya!
i figured out what song was stuck in my head all day, for whatever reason-- new found glory // forget my name!!! it was crazy annoying. bah.
=) yay! =) spent the evening watching conan reruns, the daily show, and madtv with steveo. jon stewart is my hero. well, one of them. "bush says we landed on mars today... so basically he's saying he's given up on earth." hah sometimes i agree but today is not one of those days. happy happy happy!!! [hence the lack of sentence structure, etc.]
SOMEONE HANG OUT WITH ME TOMORROW!!!! or else.
have fun at the semi, kids. haha suckers, you're gonna FREEZE!!!! hah and i will sit at home and drink hot cocoa and laugh to myself about it. unless of course i find something better to do.
this new computer-made schedule thing sucks. this week, i worked sunday and then i'm in on saturday. 10 hours. this coming week? i work sunday. 4 and a half hours. that's it, man. haha oh well!
anyway... i'll leave you with a good question to ponder: WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?! haha and can i join you? juuuuust kidding.
reporting live from westfield, massachusetts, i'm linzie bennett. have a great night.
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[14 Jan 2004|08:37pm] |
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one minute late and everyone jumps all over me. but you don't see me crying anymore, do you? i am okay. i want to call him... maybe i will?
i did have fun, though. love you.
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[13 Jan 2004|01:43pm] |
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season's greetings from the depths of westfield high school's grungiest computer lab, room 126. a personal favorite of mine, for sure. [note: sarcasm]
school. boring. however, if i were to say it was uneventful, that would be lying. because a lot has gone on in the course of 24 hours. don't ask me to explain that for you, because if you're SUPPOSED to know, then you already do. get it? good.
mom has forced me to retire my beloved belt. therefore, ish & i must run a mission to the mall. or at least i say so, we'll see what actually happens.
and yeah, i guess i don't have anything interesting to rite about. so i guess i'll just go now. see you later!!
love linz
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[12 Jan 2004|11:28pm] |
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alright. i've had more than enough time to just think. clear my head, you know?
my conclusion? you told me it could work. i believed you. i still do. and i still want it to.
and it's my fault for not just saying so earlier.
goodnight all.
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[12 Jan 2004|09:40pm] |
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so i had a massive long entry written earlier... but i decided against it.
thanks for thinking you know me. because you're obviously so right about everything, why should i argue with that? don't ever use my name again and it'll be a good rest of my life. whatever, because i don't want to talk about it. every time i do, i think it'll be okay, and then it just happens again.
but enough resentment. i can't sit here and wish that i'd never met her. actually i shouldn't even be mad about that, because it's a waste of time. jesus, and if that's how i'm acting, then i'm gonna fix that PRONTO. because it is ridiculous. wow.
i can't sit and wish that i could speak my mind. because i know that i'll be able to when i'm ready to. i can't wish for anything because it doesn't help me fix anything.
on a sidenote, i'm lucky to have the best bunch of friends in the world, you guys are amazing. i'm sorry to everyone and especially to sean who gave me a fair chance to talk that i didn't take.
maybe tomorrow will be better? fingers crossed.
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[11 Jan 2004|06:36pm] |
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i'm dying to know...
do you, do you like dreaming of things so impossible?
or only the practical? but ever the wild?
or waiting through all of your bad, bad days
just to end them with someone you care about?
but do you like making out, and long drives,
brown eyes, and guys that just don't quite fit in?
yeah, do you like them?
dashboard confessional // so impossible
not that i'm on a dashboard kick or anything. ahh it's all good. i'm so tired.
work sucks. i told everyone i was staying home tomorrow. actually i said "as soon as i get home, i'm sleeping until tuesday morning. and mom can make me french toast and i will go to school late."
but i changed my mind. i feel compelled to wear my PJ's tomorrow, though. i know i won't, however.
life is good. but tiring.
ps- who wants to go out to dinner with me this week?! it needs to happen. i think.
later. linz.
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[11 Jan 2004|09:09am] |
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the brilliant lyrics of last night's dashboard sing-along on the ride back went a little something like this: i know that you hope for longer goodbyes/ embracing for forever/ and falling in your eyes/ in your eyes.
i found my "chartreuse" sharpie when i got back, so next time i see you, make sure to bring the hat! =) hah
work sucked yesterday. 9:30 to 3 and there really wasn't anyone of much interest working. except for beth, of course, but i didn't get to talk much because people kept stealing eachother's spots.
then we left at 3:30 to go to 4pm mass. until about 5. and ate dinner late because someone didn't make potatoes or something odd like that. and then sean called and mom said he could come over and yeah, that was the highlight of my weekend. by far. as it usually is.
11 to 5 today, which won't be bad. jess is working! haha. so are a bunch of other people, i rememebered to look this time. anyway, then there's nothing to do when i get home. oh, well i said i'd call nina, because she called me last night without much of a purpose.
ahh. i'm happy. i hope everyone else is, too! LEAVE ME A COMMENT!!! hahaha [this song reminds me of this one time, i was driving home, and i was listening to it, and all the sudden i was like "WHOA! that makes so much sense!" and ummm... yeah]
bye!
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[09 Jan 2004|09:41pm] |
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"she sprouted wings and flew away" ...oh?
ahhhhhh why am i listening to mxpx?!
but um yeah... i'll see you later.
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[09 Jan 2004|09:26pm] |
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that was ridiculous. there's not much else to say.
hmmm... today was good. tomorrow should be, too. assuming i get to hang out with sean, that is. work from 9:30 to 3, then church from 3:30ish to 5. bah.
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[08 Jan 2004|08:47pm] |
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dear bus driver,
you are so awesome. i just love it when you know that i am standing outside talking to people, and you get the biggest kick out of shutting your door and starting to drive off without me.
yeah, i think that was probably the highlight of my day, and i'm sure it was yours, too. BAH. DIE!!!! this is why i need to drive more often.
love,
linzie
so yeah. the day was good. i guess nina's coming over tomorrow after school. hmm... there's really nothing going on now. straightened the fro. it's always fun. but yeah. i'm gonna go now. later kids.
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[07 Jan 2004|08:41pm] |
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swiss informed me that my journal is rather inconsistent, because i go "from happy to sad to complacent..." okay. except i don't know what complacent MEANS, fool! haha i don't care, it's all good.
work was so boring, cold, and no one was working. except erica, but she's over in floral, so... bah. carriages can bite me. i listened to my mp3 player to keep me occupied. oh well, it went by fast.
school was good. much, in fact. gave ish a copy of count the stars, gave nina the mix i made her. paterson wanted a copy so i threw one together a little while ago, and ish wants my new "old" yellowcard cd.
it makes me laugh when i wear a sweater and people comment like crazy. jesus, who knew a shirt could be such a big deal? haha it's only cuz the one i wanted had blue stuff all over it. way to do laundry, mom. (just kidding)
anyways, i'm out. better things to do, i'm sure. see you later kiddos. smile!
haha ps- our team owns volleyball. =)
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[06 Jan 2004|09:35pm] |
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like the sunrise on the beach? i was 19 years old, and i'd never seen anything so beautiful. you, coming out of a glass door in the early morning, still sleepy.
isn't it strange? the most ordinary morning in anybody's life. you were so good to me. i love you. i don't think that two people could have been happier than we have been.
[Richard, The Hours]
i love that quote. so much, and i'm not entirely sure why, even. maybe just that some of my happiest memories are pretty much ordinary days. happiness like when you wake up and feel a sense of possibility.
but yeah. i better go. i just wanted to make sure i posted that one before i forgot about it.
linzie
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[06 Jan 2004|08:45pm] |
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no time for an update. i'm too busy being happy, reading the book nicole let me borrow (which is HILARIOUS), listening to glasseater (compliments of ish), and yeah... that's about it.
i hope everyone is happy. you know i'd stay and write something remotely meaningful, but i think i'll take a raincheck on that one for now.
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[05 Jan 2004|10:21pm] |
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i hear my beloved bed softly calling my name. or is that the cat snoring? it's hard to tell. well, maybe it's just the lack of sleep.
20 minutes doesn't cut it. ADAM STREZEMPKO, MY FAVORITE METEOROLOGIST, YOU LET ME DOWN! i thought for sure, at least a 2-hr. delay today, but nooo.
oh well. now i can put my good mix cd back in and have good dreams and be happy. yay!
love, linzie.
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